Hi everyone!....anyone?
It's been a while since I done a blog(I always say that) feels quite long, since I got back to writing and evaluating where I am.
So I'm sitting here on my computer with the War Horse OST by John Williams being played in the background, feeling optimistic, excited, nervous, eager... those are just a few of the large range of emotions I'm feeling at the moment. I've been having my Drama School Auditons put it in RED cause I haven't been given a green light yet, TWO REJECTIONS wooo...wooo...no...so yeah I've yet to get completely good news but I got some kind of good news from one of the two, but I shall not expand completely till I confirm anything. Got 4 more so lets hope they are go better.
But this experience of auditioning for Drama Schools, which is a place for intense training in acting has really taken its toll on me. Physically and emotionally, obviously the dissapointment of me not getting to next rounds etc but also seeing your closest friends coming back with bad news is quite...well its just not nice to see, cause they're upset and begin to doubt themselves which I think we all do in life, but thats why you have to MUTE negtaivity...its that thing of someone saying "NO" to the thing which you want MOST...it's crazy, however I/we chose to dedicate are life to this art which you need tough skin in, so these barriers and hurdles and setbacks are just part of the journey I guess, it's all about carrying on working hard and believing....
