Just A Quick Bit Of Supporting!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1f6UWkDVGc

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MANDEM ON THE WALL (@MandemOnTheWall)

The new HIT youtube comdey series!!

A trio of friends meet at the place they love to jam - The Wall. Together they discuss their daily antics as youth in todays society. 

Starring two of my closest friends @PercelleAscott & @JoivanWade with the hilarious comic @RealDeeKartier filmed by IR Media!

I am not a film critic but I can assure you this is AMAZINGLY FUNNY! And I know all the team would really appreciate your support! A Bunch of young people, filming, acting and writing their OWN stuff! Making/Creating their OWN opportunties, so please do check it out and support! I'll be letting out a new blog post soon but in the meantime, watch this show which I think will be HUGE! 7,000 views in 3days that tells you something!

Take Care XO

Just A....

THANK YOU

I don't even realise it but I am mostly blogging...AND tweeting about my insecurities or just negative things, i.e. someone not believing in me or bitching about me and how it gets to me blah blah blah that I forget to mention and thank all the positive feedback/support I get from people weather it be off Teachers(Secondary School, BRIT School) Twitter, facebook, blogger and celebrity's too...Tom Hardy, Gary Oldman, Nonso Anozie, Anna Chancellor(buddy lol), Fiona Phillips, Charlotte De Carle, Chipmunk....you guys and these celebs support in what I will hopefully have a successful career in is like fuel... to me the vehicle and I really do appreciate it.

Thank you

Take Care x

the weird feeling in your stomach

So it's the 10th of November 2011, tomorrow is 11/11/11 <<LOL thought I'd add that in(wasn't even funny). Feels like I haven't done this in a while(write a blog) I definitely haven't written on my iPhone notes for a while. I have this crazy weird thing in stomach, feels like a fireball just spinning, weird I know, but it's a good feeling. That inspiration spark, not that I had lost it, but it wasn't as HOT as it is now. To be honest I had the spark, but it was most likely for the wrong reasons...to prove something to people that I don't need to prove , to prove myself that I can do amazingly well with this character & play. However I don't need to do this & to be honest I've already done this, i'll always question it myself "actors always want to be loved" people will question that statement, but if your an actor think carefully about it. I guess it's that self doubt that I will forever have especially going into to an industry like acting. That self doubt that I attempt to play off/ lie/ portray as confidence, to friends, girls..basically I'm an emotional wreck lol..maybe that's why I find such comfort in acting, not being myself. Find comfort in Blogging cause it's my way of popping the bottle cause I bottle my emotions..

This blog, this spark of inspiration, this fireball spinning in my stomach has come from me just leaving from my visit to the Mildmay Hospital for HIV. I don't have AIDS Or HIV but the next character I play named Prior Walter does. I done a lot of research online and learnt a lot but there is nothing like actually meeting people at this Hospital dedicated to AIDS. Meeting people who have the virus and meeting doctors/nurses/physiotherapists working with these people and doing incredible things. It was truly an amazing experience, one that I will honestly never forget. One that will hopefully allow me to bring a real honesty to my performance, one that will hopefully touch people's hearts, cause come January time that's what hopefully we will do in our 3 performances. Take Care XO