Wanted someone to talk to

I Know I wrote one yesterday but I just felt like writing.

Yes I did go back to my bookshop again...>>>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7V2U_Jyl_o   Lol everytime I go there this song comes up in my head. The people there see me so often they began to speak today to me in more depth asking me how I come so often was I getting ready or looking for a showcase piece? I just explained to them That I was just passionate about acting and was beginning to look for drama school monologues cause I'm getting in on first time. She smiled and recommended a play to me that is quite new So that's another book to the collection(20 books in a week and half) Crazy money(It's money from an advert I done a while back) but I feel like this is all money I will make back.

I wrote this blog, cause I was bored, wanted to write my feelings down on the tube when only one earplug of my earphones would work, or my ipod was DEAD battery and now...well I write these posts weekly cause I enjoy doing it, people like reading it, which is a bonus, but also that a lot of people relate to me but are sometimes scarred to admit it and put it out there.

Someone attempted to call me cocky today and my reaction was "WHAT" lol but I can see sometimes how that can be seen or how my persona can come across. Hopefully you can see by reading these blogs I'm not. There's a thin line between self confidence which I think I have and cockyness which I am not. I guess I'm just outspoken about things I see and want to do with my life. I'm Willing to say and predict things, willing to believe in what other people see as a risk and what I see as a pretty normal route. There's this amazing monologue/poem at the end of Coach Carter(Amazing film recommend it) and I thought I understood it before, but only now do I really understand it..give it a read(below. Yep this was just another one of those random posts and I need to go over my script for a play I'm doing and also need to read this book by Stella Adler. So talk soon World...

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadiquit,
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world, there is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people wont feel insecure around you. We were all ment to shine as children do, its not just in some of us it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we uncontiously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated by our own fears, our presence atomatically liberates others."