Sunday, 5 June 2011

You Bore Me...I'm Yawning You Just Can't See Me

1st of June 2011, not saying how I'm famous or some shit, but what do I call them?Haters? Weird how you trying to do positive brings out the negative in someone. Weird how I don't think I had anything to write this week until I got this shit prank-call from.... what you  call them... haters? losers? "we check your twitter, know what you are? Your a loser, your not going to be a actor, you haven't got supporters, you sound like a FAKE, you've changed! What's up with your hair? Where are you now in America? Joke your at home" These are just a few of the comments that came out from them, to me it's like whatever, but it's the fact it's from people who probably know me, and aint happy that I'm chasing something I've dreamed about...weird right? So your idea of having a good night out is attempting to prank call someone and say things like that...sounds like a good night out right?

Whatever really mum always told me someone or people saying negative means your doing something right so keep doing what your doing.  Another weird thing is I think it'd be really shit if I took it to heart and went in my room somewhere and started crying and slitting my writs but It just motivates me you know what I mean?  Like I been going Cinema quite alot recently and its Inspiring you know dreaming that one day that could be your film up there, that could be kids choosing to go on orange wednesday to see a film your in, or a couple going out to watch a movie cause your in it...that could be your film thats up there that could eventually inspire someone else to want act, it could be your performance that changes someones life or view on a subject they had prior to the film...Its beautiful & Crazy how just maybe me doing something I love can bring out the some positive...the negativity will always be there its just how much you let it affect the positive that counts

"If you don't like me remember its mind over matter; I don't mind and you don't matter." 

"opinions aint facts take them and let em go"

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