First of all I'd like to remind/tell you its A COLE WORLD!! J Cole's DEBUT Album is the biggest selling Rapper album since Nicki Minaj and is on course to sell between 225,000-250,000 from Tuesday-Saturday. Waiting for the confirmation Today, and is also on course to be #1 On The Billboard Album Chart!!<<<You've helped me out Loads, crazy what music can do!
Why isit? Everytime I write a blog I am at Andrew's house and him and Corey are both completely KONKED out!<<< I'm moving in with these losers too, so its a sight I shall be getting used to.
It was my birthday two days ago!! Turned 18! Mad cause some people think I'm 19 lol.....some of you girls were older, so it was a necessity otherwise I'd get the "Your Cute" Line...
So as I begin this blog I see a tweet from ChrissyBoo91 "Making decisions when your mad is never a good idea" funny cause with my last blog post I did the complete opposite of that and made a decision when I was mad. I've apologized to the people(3) involved...for making it so public...end of that play.
So....I got the part I wanted. Prior Walters From Angels In America Part 1 Directed by the Amazing Imogen Brodie.
I was pretty speechless throughout the whole day. For the first time in a long time I was speechless. From Wednesday to Friday I wasn't myself..people saw me being so quiet, leaving school so early, not answering my phone not even writing inspirational messages on twitter, instead I wrote "I'm a strong follower of the word believe, but for the first time in my life, I'm struggling to believe". Maybe it was because it was the first time I had actually done what I was saying I'd do "Work even when your sleeping" etc. Maybe it was because it was the first time I had worked sooo hard on something and was not relying on the false belief "Hope" "Luck" that I would get the part, that what people had being saying to me through these years "its not just about working hard/how hard you work" was TRUE, fortunately that wasn't the case, but it was a really nervy movement and made me realize how HARD I will have to work to get into Drama School on my first attempt...BIG ASK, I know but we will have to wait and see...The #BigDream Continues....
P.S.
To the two girls I wrote a private message on Facebook...don't forget what I said...and don't let anyone tell you it isn't true..cause it is
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