Trying to get this up to date, but reckon its DOPE so far?

3rd Post of The Acting Diary, Reckon This Is Dope?

 

29th April 2011. I know I only wrote on here yesterday but I just felt like writing again, it’s beginning to kick In on how close our show is(Shakespeare Show, Henry VI Part Two) and the amount of pressure we have, well Im feeling some, but it’s pressure I thrive under. I heard yesterday the rest of my cast for the play that I’m in had a fantastic rehearsal, I wish I was there to be involved but I wasn’t lol, but I’m so happy that they had a fantastic rehearsal and this is like the 2nd to last lap of the race, were almost on the last lap(performance) and this is the part we really need to be take command and control and that’s what the cast seem to be doing.

What do I think of the show? Hated the play, grown to like it, hated my characters grown to like them, hated the director growen to love him. It’s one of those things where I really wish I had a bigger part and there are people who have bigger parts who I honestly think mmmmm, but is that just me or do most actors have that feeling "wish I had a bigger part" "how can they get that part" but I’ve grown to realise that people are coming to watch the show and this is where they will judge, and I may not have long on stage but I will attempt to make my scenes remembered. Plus the director knows what he wants and has more experience so need to just go with his judgement right?  Also I’m part of an ensemble  and we have become a family and I want all of the members of my family to do well, there is alot of very good actors in this family, names that you should/will remember after the show in 5days. When people come and watch our show they will be seeing some of the stars of the future, okay I’m going to stop now because I’m on the tube and I feel like the person next to me is attempting to look at what I’m writing and laughing LOL, until next time “Notes"